i did make a wrong decision.i shoudn't have..........well no point of regretting this and that,what done is done.btw sometimes when others seek help from us is just as easy as pie, but when we seek others for help it is even harder than asking for rain during draught. thinking a lot of crazy stuff lately who knows you might see my face as the headlines of newspaper tomorrow.i can think of the worst thing i will do if i collapse, know what i need a break before i turn into a psycho freak again